Lyn Lapid – death wish
Lyn’s debut album ‘Buzzkill’ is out 4/25. Pre-order here: https://LynLapid.lnk.to/Buzzkill
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Lyrics:
Do you remember
The pact that we made
To move to Japan
Live till a hundred and eight
I’m scared you might go and throw it all away
For a tall pretty boy
With a good looking face
Does it make me an awful person
‘Cause I don’t wanna lose
My favorite people
To other people
That i didn’t choose
I’ll never say it
But I’m praying
they don’t find out who
they’re looking for
I know it sounds bad, like a death wish
Oh oh
But cupid keeps killing my friendships
Oh oh
Hope you never fall in love
Hope your dearest turns to dust
Though i’ll never ever confess it
But under my breath
I got a death wish
I know it’s normal to grow apart at our kind of age
but I was hoping that boy you like would be just a phase
And you’d run back to me, laugh and commiserate
But you’ve been gone for weeks
Guess Romeo’s here to stay
Does it make me an awful person
‘Cause I don’t wanna lose
My favorite person
Nothing’s worse than
ever losing you
I’ll never say it
But I’m praying
they don’t find out who
they’re looking for
I know it sounds bad, like a death wish
Oh oh
But cupid keeps killing my friendships
Oh oh
Hope you never fall in love
Hope your dearest turns to dust
Though i’ll never ever confess it
But under my breath
I got a death wish
How dare he goes and take my favorite
I loved you way before they did
I’ll bite my tongue
No, i won’t say it
Won’t say it
Won’t say it
I know it sounds bad, like a death wish
Oh oh
But cupid keeps killing my friendships
Oh oh
Hope you never fall in love
Hope your dearest turns to dust
Though i’ll never ever confess it
But under my breath
I got a death wish
I’ll bite my tongue
No, i won’t say it
under my breath,
I got a death wish
Credits:
Director – Caro Knapp @caroknapp.world
Production Company – Sworn Friend Studios @swornfriendstudios
Executive Producers – Giovanna Trujillo @giovannatrujillo, Ana Peralta Chong @thisplaceisforus, Caro Knapp @caroknapp.world
1st AD – Madeline Abiera @madelineabiera
Creative Director – Sarayu Caulfield @sarayucaulfield
Manager – Alex Bender & Jesse Coren
Label – @mercuryrecords
Director of Photography – Sonali Chugani @sonalichugani
1st AC – Jacob Garcia @Jacobaustingarcia
2nd Unit 1st AC – @_j.cine
2nd AC – Emily Ho @emillyho
Gaffer – Taylor Widener @Taylor_Widener
Key Grip – Riley Stewart @riley_thomas_stewart
1st Unit Electric – Lilith Carlon @lilithcarlon
1st Unit Grip – Zohar Varadi @zoharvaradi
2nd Unit Electric – Kaleigh Schoen @kaleighschoen
2nd Unit Grip – Jason Bjorklund @jasonbjorklund
1st Unit Production Designer – Payton Jane @thepaytonjanedesigns
1st Unit Art Assist – Bea Brown @itsbeabrown
2nd Unit Production Designer – Jo Siri @femblackartist
2nd Unit Art Assist – SkyQuajus Turner @trusiifuu
HMUA – Faye Celeste @fayemesss
Writer – Sophia Arnao @sophiearnao
Photographer – Caity Krone @caitytakesphotos
BTS Videographer – Max Lin @xamnil
Editor – Caro Knapp @caroknapp.world
Colorist – Chris Medina @christopherrmedina
Talent – Belle Wang @belleewang, Nick Yi @nykylys & Sabrina Sterling @sabrinasterling
PA – Mairin McNerney @mairinist, Isha Raheja @isharaheja_, Lana Eldjoundi @lanaeldjoundi & Julian Zamora @gentlefoo
Songwriters – Alisa Xayalith @alisaxayalith & Peter Thomas @peterthomas
Mix – Mitch McCarthy
Master – Theo Quayle
Location – Dante Pellegrino @AboveTheBridge_
Special thanks to Mario @themariososa, Suki @818suki, Monet @monetngo, Sam @samuel.victoria and all of our extras!!
#LynLapid #deathwish #Buzzkill
Music video by Lyn Lapid performing death wish.© 2025 Mercury Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc.
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